its hard to be a kind person

when we were small,teacher teached us to be kind to animals.
to be a kind and good person.
but after we grow up,we will understand why there were no good person anymore.
why when there were baggers but everyone just ignored it.
when there's some kitties been thrown away,no body bring them home.
because we cant do anything.even though we want help.
but cant do anything so why not just left it.its much easier.
so today's lesson is not to be kind anymore.
thats just wasting of time and find your own trouble.
i bring home the kitties been thrown away.
i've been scold.and they want me to throw away.
bring to pet shop but no body want.put in front of pet klinik the peoples are like looking at me just like im the one who throw them away.wtf
wtf
WHAT THE FUCK!
why are we learning moral values?for what?
we cant fail our moral in SPM.but what's the point of learning this?
who can do all those moral values in our real life?
fuck.