pimples!!!!

pimples come to me again!!!!
why?!?!?!?
i dont want them to come here.
i tried to hard to let go the pimples.
but now they are back!!!
omg!!!!!
i hate it!!!!
arggg

its hard to be a kind person

when we were small,teacher teached us to be kind to animals.
to be a kind and good person.
but after we grow up,we will understand why there were no good person anymore.
why when there were baggers but everyone just ignored it.
when there's some kitties been thrown away,no body bring them home.
because we cant do anything.even though we want help.
but cant do anything so why not just left it.its much easier.
so today's lesson is not to be kind anymore.
thats just wasting of time and find your own trouble.
i bring home the kitties been thrown away.
i've been scold.and they want me to throw away.
bring to pet shop but no body want.put in front of pet klinik the peoples are like looking at me just like im the one who throw them away.wtf
wtf
WHAT THE FUCK!
why are we learning moral values?for what?
we cant fail our moral in SPM.but what's the point of learning this?
who can do all those moral values in our real life?
fuck.

there's 3 kitty in our class !!

i dont know how they got in our class,
but they are really small.its so cute.first time in my life i feels cats are cute.
we took one of form3's class kitty yesterday,
and today they came stale our whole box of kitty.wth.
but finally,we won.all the kitty are ours.
hahahahah.
my muscle is damn pain again!!!!
argg,i though i done well in my worm up.
im getting darker than last time!!
my god!
pimples also come out edi.omg omg omg!!!
where is my god?why never take care of me? TT
do you know i take a damn careful to settle my pimples?
why now they are back?
wtf.
getting damn ugly now.wt....
arggggg

10min only?!?!damn useless!

i feel myself getting worse.
i train for 10min only then feel damn tired edi =<
today is the only day i could train after tuition.
i dont want to waste it.
but anyway tomorrow's sport practice blue is going to subang lake.
hahah.
its nice but also sad.
the lake is big.but under the sun for all time.zzzz
the sun block i bought is damn cacat.
SPF130++?SPF too high really will spoil ur skin.
my skin is hurt now =<
by the sun also the sun block.so sad.
i miss a chance to join the school team again.
why must i miss it?i already miss it for 4 year.this is the last year.
i dont feel like want to miss it.i know i can join the school team and i will be selected.
but i dint attend the selection today.just because i scare run with wenmin and jasmine?
because i scare i will lose them?but really,they train for 4 years never stop and i just start this year.how to fight?but i need the amount of money if i won in mssd.argg
but anyway the deadline is on thursday.so i till have 2days more to think about it.
school is getting more fun than last week.hahah.
hope this could continue never stop =>

my muscle is injured again

im just back from 15min jog.im sweating.
but its nice to be sweating and i could feel that kind of happiness when i sweat.
i found one kind of feeling.that was what i always feel when i was still a runner.
i been insult by yidan just now.she said i cant run fast.i will show her the prove.that i could run fast.
i really need a running shoes now.
or else my leg 1 day sure will be seriously injured.
i feel my muscles are pain again.
argg.
hate that kind of feeling.
school works makes me headache now.
add maths makes me feel so bored now.
im getting lazier?is zit?nooooo....
it cant happen!!!!!
feeling stress again. =(
i had long time not taking panadol already.but yesterday i started taking it again.
maybe form4 really no stress?so i don't need it.
but this year sure i will take damn alot of panadol 1.

tomorrow will be damn tiring!!!!!!

tomorrow the first sport practice!
o m g ..
it will be damn tiring.
after sports the class are still going on!!
after school there were tuition somemore!
today is not a very nice day.
but still could consider nice.
because it pass faster than wed and thursday.
thursday will be the worse day ever!
hate it!
why must they put double chemis and double physics together?
its damn tiring to be keep writing writing and writing.
arggg

my leg muscles are pain

i woke up at 6.30 this morning,just to go mpsj train with wenmin and her friends.
i meet new friends.
but im now like going to cant walk.
its damn damn damn pain.
maybe dint did a great warm up?or dint run for a long time?
i guess my muscles are old already.
hahah.
tomorrow is monday.arggggg
why is that saturday come so slow but monday come so fast?
i dont hope to go school.
im lazy to be done my homeworks. =(

facebook is so boring now.

everyday when i open facebook,

i would ask myself why am i opening facebook?

its nothing to do on facebook anymore.

the games are quite bored.

but what else i can do?

i dont know.

weekend stared to be bored.

other than sleep,what else can i do?

....

internet got problem again.

cant online everyday.

im sure i will feel an extra bored without internet.

!!!!!!!!

homeworks like never can finish.

all teachers are crazy!

home works are keep coming.

none stop.

feel so tiring everyday.especially thursday.

4 period none stop writing.I'm hand was shacking when i was typing.

i feel myself is gonna be lazy.

noooo....

form4 is hard,form5 is harder.that's what perumal used to say.

but unlucky there were something annoying always appear in my mind.

so its hard to put a double concentrate on my studies.although i tried hard.

but 11 more months..

jia you =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBERLY MOH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

FINALLY YOU'RE 17 NOW,

but sadly this is the spm year,

i cant celebrate your birthday with you outside the school.

let's think back the first year we meet,

this is the 5th year we know each other.

although btw this 5 years there were problems and alot rubbish staff around us,

but we are till best friends!

try to open your heart,so that i could walk into it,

to know u and understands u more.

ur told me you will always beside me when i need you last last year,

this year i said the same things to you.

ANYWAY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM. <3

最后一年的学校生活。

明天就开始我最后一年的学校生活了。然后结束。
一年会很短暂，可是我不会希望开始这样的生活。
我不要放学后赶着去补习，然后上课时赶着所有的作业。
我不想天天都做着一样的事。
我不想天天早上赶着去上课，然后很累的听课。
可是真的还有一年，2010年过去后我就自由了。
但这一年会容易吗？
我不认为。
不关怎么不原意，还是得面对，得去想想我的未来。
今年后我能做什么？
迷茫的人生。唉。

2010的愿望 ~（。。）~

2010新愿望！今年不贪心，最大的愿望是右边的智慧牙能够顺利长出来，那我的智慧牙就长齐了！XD 然后我就有智慧啦~
我要变聪明！

再来，未来三个月的希望是恢复44公斤。最近胖了好多。（奔泣）

最后，后天开学了，希望一月四日永远都别来。

=）今年得加油了！！！