my life is now FnF.

FnF: fail and no further.
my results are like shit.
am i originally stupid?
primary teacher said: work hard and you will get paid back.
bullshit!
those who believe in this really retarded.
i was one of them.
WAS..

sien edi!!!!
im trying to believe the word: learn from failure.
still trying..
trying hard..
to say to myself..
learn from failure..

i have to learn from failure,
learn from failure,
learn from failure,
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