when was the last time im so emo?

what am i thinking?i don't know.
what did i want?i don't know.
I'm emo for no reason.
i don't know what i want.
I'm confuse now.

sometimes things happen in a sudden.
pretend nothing is the best.
smiling hardly in front of others,
let no body know what I'm thinking.

i saw one of my friend cried today,
because of her boyfriend..
i feel so sad for her.
but i feel so touch.
i used to love someone so much before.
but the story doesn't had a nice ending.

i don't dare to cry,because i don't dare to think of it.
its the pass tense already.
i shouldn't think of it anymore.
but..=<