my diary

今天是下雨天！

2010-05-20T20:50:00.003+08:00

我坐在面包店里，窗外下着雨，

这种感觉真的好平静。

可惜收音机好吵！

在接近放学时间下雨是件非常特别的事。

这种感觉和平常放学时不同。

站在楼下往上望，冷风吹到自己的身上，种种感觉都是特别的。

我非常喜欢这样的感觉。

和好朋友在下雨天撑着伞，边走边聊天，

这种情景我想很快就会消失了吧。

还真的会不舍得。我都好珍惜和她在一起的日子。

所谓“天下无不散之筵席。”

说得是很对，但我不喜欢这句话。

因为这句话总带些伤感。

今天才发现原来树上的花已经开了

下雨天的学校

原来我曾经错过了旅行的机会

2010-05-19T22:31:00.002+08:00

昨晚临睡前忽然领悟到原来旅行并不一定得到别的国家，
在一个陌生但熟悉的地方也可以是一种旅行，比如柳州。
在那里或许我可以走过桥的另一边，到对面的商场去。
也或许我可以毫无目的地的在路上走着，走到哪都会有惊喜。
我可以走到一个公园去或是一座山上看风景。
我还记得年三十那晚，在我和表弟放完烟火之后天空下起了毛毛雨，
我们爬上了马鞍山，后来雨越下越大，当我们抵达山顶时已经是下着大雨了。
那次是我第一次爬得那么快，抵达那么高的地方。
我们走到一个平台，往下望，灯火辉煌，那时还未到12点。
下着大雨，我站在平台上，冷风吹到我脸上，雨水也随风打到我身上，但我并不觉得冷，反而感觉好兴奋！终于，我有这个机会，在这一刻，站在山上看着柳州新年的风景，感受新年的气氛。
12时准，家家户户开始放烟火。在我眼前的就只有五颜六色的烟火和噼里啪啦的烟火声。
那一刻我是多么地激动。那时的我心里只有一个想法：我希望时间能够停止在这一刻。那是我在新年时唯一许下的愿望。

我爱上了一本书

2010-05-17T22:59:00.002+08:00

《每次相遇都是奇迹》

我想我是爱上了这本书。我对它越来越着迷。没有任何一本书让我如此着迷过。

作者细腻地描述着她所经历过的事情，到过的国家，都让我能感觉仿佛我也只身在那。

她是个爱旅行的人。

旅行不必都有人陪同，有时候自己一个人反而悠得自在。

我喜欢作者的独立。

或许也有那么的一天我也能够做到这一点。

我开始在想，在最好的朋友离开我之后，我会怎么样？

孤单是必然的。毕竟心灵相通的知己是难求的。之间的默契也是时间磨练出来的。

在她离开后，我还会找到一个心灵相通的知己吗？

梦想会因时间而改变。

曾经我只希望做个安份的人。平平凡凡地过我的生活。

但现在我希望的是能够去旅游。

到哪里都好，不需要陪伴。只身到一个陌生的地方，寻找心灵的宁静。

好希望那天快点到来。我迫不及待了。

心里的渴望越来越深，像杯里的水快盛出来一样，一发不可收拾。

《每次相遇都是奇迹》

2010-05-16T16:53:00.003+08:00

我又得到了一本新书，叫《每次相遇都是奇迹》，吴淡如著。
书名听起来或许老气和无聊，但读起来反而不会。
读着这本书，让我找到我渴望的平静。
它抚平了我的愤怒，安抚了我的悲伤。
终于我明白了原来平静是那么的容易找到，只是我一直都找错了方法。
作者到过许多不同的国家，其中巴黎篇最让我难忘。
巴黎的咖啡馆是我最向往的地方，当然北海道的也是。
真的好希望有那么的一天我能够身处于那里。
感受一下瞬间的宁静。

《女王 i 曼谷》

2010-05-15T23:20:00.003+08:00

刚买了本新书，《女王i曼谷》，女王著。书里介绍的是泰国之都，曼谷。
看了四份之一，感觉好想去！
可惜啊，泰国现在团团乱，我妈一定不让我去。
更何况我是打算自助旅行的。
（如果有自己的好朋友一起去拿当然是完美的。但朱大小姐会愿意吗？）
但有一天，我一定会去！
毕竟人是因梦想而成长，也因梦想而活着。
我现在的梦想就是去旅游。我希望我的世界里不只是有中国和马来西亚。
阿，还有新加坡。
我希望的是还有更多更多。

《when you told me you loved me》

2010-02-24T22:57:00.000+08:00

Once
Doesn't mean anything to me
Come
Show me the meaning of complete
Where
Did our love go wrong
Once we were so strong
How can I go on?

When you told me you loved me
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right
When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know
That you would go
That you would run
Baby, I thought you were the one

Why
Can't I just leave it all behind
I
Felt passion so bright that I was blind
Then
Something made me weak
Talking in my sleep
Baby, I'm in so deep and you know I believed

When you told me you loved me
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right
When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know
That you would go
That you would run
Baby, I thought you were the one

Your lips
Your face
Something that time just can't erase
Find my heart
Could break
All over again

When you told me you loved me
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right
When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know
That you would go
That you would run
Baby, I thought you were the one

as long i still believe,i'll not give up!

2010-02-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

i'll not give up,until i cant tell myself to believe it anymore.
i'll still smiling until the day i cant smile out anymore.
i'll still be there,waiting for you,until the day i cant be there anymore.
i'll still loving you,until the day your no longer in my heart.
whatever you tell me,i will not listen,and i'll pretend its nothing.
because,
i love you <3

i had a nice day.

2010-02-09T22:50:00.001+08:00

i found something that i really love it.
although its just a few seconds,i still cant forget it.
the feeling is like....
....
....
keep in heart.
=)
i still miss the time when i was in the tropical forest of singapore zoo.
when the moment i walking under all the trees,
not too hot but not too cold,the winds are soft and nice..
oh my god.
its so peaceful.
i cant find this peaceful anymore in this country.arggg
i will be back there one day.
just wait..

i had a nice trip in singapore!

2010-02-08T14:40:00.002+08:00

trip in Singapore is so nice.
Singapore zoo is so big.body world is so amazing.shopping there is so expensive.
the moment i walking in the zoo i feel so peaceful.
no more stress,no more annoying stuff in my mind.
but after back to Malaysia i feel so tired.
the trip is nice but tiring.fun but bored too.
Singapore's technology is so cool.
there's nothing Malaysia can compare with them.
but the only thing is Singaporean is so lanc.
Malaysian not that lanc.
.....
....
....
there's many things in my brain now.
i started feel scared.
scared about what if i cant do well in my exam?
1/3/10 is my first monthly test.i cant fail it!
its important for me not like other time.

pimples!!!!

2010-01-31T21:19:00.001+08:00

pimples come to me again!!!!
why?!?!?!?
i dont want them to come here.
i tried to hard to let go the pimples.
but now they are back!!!
omg!!!!!
i hate it!!!!
arggg

its hard to be a kind person

2010-01-28T17:51:00.002+08:00

when we were small,teacher teached us to be kind to animals.
to be a kind and good person.
but after we grow up,we will understand why there were no good person anymore.
why when there were baggers but everyone just ignored it.
when there's some kitties been thrown away,no body bring them home.
because we cant do anything.even though we want help.
but cant do anything so why not just left it.its much easier.
so today's lesson is not to be kind anymore.
thats just wasting of time and find your own trouble.
i bring home the kitties been thrown away.
i've been scold.and they want me to throw away.
bring to pet shop but no body want.put in front of pet klinik the peoples are like looking at me just like im the one who throw them away.wtf
wtf
WHAT THE FUCK!
why are we learning moral values?for what?
we cant fail our moral in SPM.but what's the point of learning this?
who can do all those moral values in our real life?
fuck.

there's 3 kitty in our class !!

2010-01-27T21:14:00.002+08:00

i dont know how they got in our class,
but they are really small.its so cute.first time in my life i feels cats are cute.
we took one of form3's class kitty yesterday,
and today they came stale our whole box of kitty.wth.
but finally,we won.all the kitty are ours.
hahahahah.
my muscle is damn pain again!!!!
argg,i though i done well in my worm up.
im getting darker than last time!!
my god!
pimples also come out edi.omg omg omg!!!
where is my god?why never take care of me? TT
do you know i take a damn careful to settle my pimples?
why now they are back?
wtf.
getting damn ugly now.wt....
arggggg

10min only?!?!damn useless!

2010-01-26T19:58:00.002+08:00

i feel myself getting worse.
i train for 10min only then feel damn tired edi =<
today is the only day i could train after tuition.
i dont want to waste it.
but anyway tomorrow's sport practice blue is going to subang lake.
hahah.
its nice but also sad.
the lake is big.but under the sun for all time.zzzz
the sun block i bought is damn cacat.
SPF130++?SPF too high really will spoil ur skin.
my skin is hurt now =<
by the sun also the sun block.so sad.
i miss a chance to join the school team again.
why must i miss it?i already miss it for 4 year.this is the last year.
i dont feel like want to miss it.i know i can join the school team and i will be selected.
but i dint attend the selection today.just because i scare run with wenmin and jasmine?
because i scare i will lose them?but really,they train for 4 years never stop and i just start this year.how to fight?but i need the amount of money if i won in mssd.argg
but anyway the deadline is on thursday.so i till have 2days more to think about it.
school is getting more fun than last week.hahah.
hope this could continue never stop =>

my muscle is injured again

2010-01-21T18:42:00.003+08:00

im just back from 15min jog.im sweating.
but its nice to be sweating and i could feel that kind of happiness when i sweat.
i found one kind of feeling.that was what i always feel when i was still a runner.
i been insult by yidan just now.she said i cant run fast.i will show her the prove.that i could run fast.
i really need a running shoes now.
or else my leg 1 day sure will be seriously injured.
i feel my muscles are pain again.
argg.
hate that kind of feeling.
school works makes me headache now.
add maths makes me feel so bored now.
im getting lazier?is zit?nooooo....
it cant happen!!!!!
feeling stress again. =(
i had long time not taking panadol already.but yesterday i started taking it again.
maybe form4 really no stress?so i don't need it.
but this year sure i will take damn alot of panadol 1.

tomorrow will be damn tiring!!!!!!

2010-01-19T21:43:00.002+08:00

tomorrow the first sport practice!
o m g ..
it will be damn tiring.
after sports the class are still going on!!
after school there were tuition somemore!
today is not a very nice day.
but still could consider nice.
because it pass faster than wed and thursday.
thursday will be the worse day ever!
hate it!
why must they put double chemis and double physics together?
its damn tiring to be keep writing writing and writing.
arggg

my leg muscles are pain

2010-01-17T18:52:00.002+08:00

i woke up at 6.30 this morning,just to go mpsj train with wenmin and her friends.
i meet new friends.
but im now like going to cant walk.
its damn damn damn pain.
maybe dint did a great warm up?or dint run for a long time?
i guess my muscles are old already.
hahah.
tomorrow is monday.arggggg
why is that saturday come so slow but monday come so fast?
i dont hope to go school.
im lazy to be done my homeworks. =(

facebook is so boring now.

2010-01-16T14:53:00.003+08:00

everyday when i open facebook,

i would ask myself why am i opening facebook?

its nothing to do on facebook anymore.

the games are quite bored.

but what else i can do?

i dont know.

weekend stared to be bored.

other than sleep,what else can i do?

....

internet got problem again.

cant online everyday.

im sure i will feel an extra bored without internet.

!!!!!!!!

homeworks like never can finish.

2010-01-14T21:55:00.002+08:00

all teachers are crazy!

home works are keep coming.

none stop.

feel so tiring everyday.especially thursday.

4 period none stop writing.I'm hand was shacking when i was typing.

i feel myself is gonna be lazy.

noooo....

form4 is hard,form5 is harder.that's what perumal used to say.

but unlucky there were something annoying always appear in my mind.

so its hard to put a double concentrate on my studies.although i tried hard.

but 11 more months..

jia you =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBERLY MOH.

2010-01-12T00:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

FINALLY YOU'RE 17 NOW,

but sadly this is the spm year,

i cant celebrate your birthday with you outside the school.

let's think back the first year we meet,

this is the 5th year we know each other.

although btw this 5 years there were problems and alot rubbish staff around us,

but we are till best friends!

try to open your heart,so that i could walk into it,

to know u and understands u more.

ur told me you will always beside me when i need you last last year,

this year i said the same things to you.

ANYWAY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM. <3

最后一年的学校生活。

2010-01-03T23:06:00.003+08:00

明天就开始我最后一年的学校生活了。然后结束。
一年会很短暂，可是我不会希望开始这样的生活。
我不要放学后赶着去补习，然后上课时赶着所有的作业。
我不想天天都做着一样的事。
我不想天天早上赶着去上课，然后很累的听课。
可是真的还有一年，2010年过去后我就自由了。
但这一年会容易吗？
我不认为。
不关怎么不原意，还是得面对，得去想想我的未来。
今年后我能做什么？
迷茫的人生。唉。

2010的愿望 ~（。。）~

2010-01-02T20:06:00.002+08:00

2010新愿望！今年不贪心，最大的愿望是右边的智慧牙能够顺利长出来，那我的智慧牙就长齐了！XD 然后我就有智慧啦~
我要变聪明！

再来，未来三个月的希望是恢复44公斤。最近胖了好多。（奔泣）

最后，后天开学了，希望一月四日永远都别来。

=）今年得加油了！！！

冬至的汤圆

2009-12-22T00:31:00.003+08:00

蘑菇汤圆 =）

卖相出乎预料的不错。XD

（都是自己揉的！）

x'mas is coming~ <3

2009-12-21T22:51:00.002+08:00

my blog is dying..? =(

ministry of sound,STEAM AOKI is presenting on the christmas night!!!!!
i want go!!!!!!!!
but in my dream la.
under 18.sad =<
5555~

前些日子我妈妈的爸爸的弟弟（满叔）和他老婆（满婶）来这里度假。
我和我妈带他们去了一些地方，拍照。
家里突然来了两个人，感觉热闹了点，感觉不错。=D

刚才去了pyramid,拍照。。
我们拍了不少照片，可惜在我妈的相机里，得等咯。
圣诞节不知道去哪里呢，
忧闷啊~

过分的阿don.

2009-12-09T15:29:00.002+08:00

这是偷拍照。因为它都不让我拍照。

今早don超过分的，竟然跳上我的床去睡?!?!

是宠得它无法无天了吗？

虽然天天粘着我是很温馨，但是也不能跳去我的床阿！

过分！

。。。

但想想下还是算了，

毕竟它也只是撒娇罢了。

（某人：撒娇还是撒野阿？）

（。。。==）

又不及格了。

2009-12-04T20:20:00.003+08:00

我的日文测试又不及格了，一点都不意外。

但还是受到打击了。

感觉好想做个鸵鸟，不去想，不去面对。

可是我不会甘心，就这样浪费了自己的时间，最后却放弃了。

我不希望等到有一天，以前一起学日文的同学都毕业了，而我却还在原地。

告诉自己，我会站起来，我会面对。

我要努力，再读过没什么。

我有的是时间。我不是垃圾。

当哭完之后，明天再去报名。

中国人是很坚强的。=)

im not missing you,because i hate you.

2009-11-19T23:39:00.003+08:00

wow.my blog was like almost dead already.

so long time never update.

...

i use to miss you anytime.

cause i love you.i think.

but you break my heart.

even though its just a small matter.

but it still hurts.

i know my IQ&EQ are low.

im not a smart person.

maybe consider stupid??

you did nothing maybe.

but i feels hurt.maybe its my problem not yours.

its hurt to hate you too.

my life is now FnF.

2009-11-10T14:45:00.002+08:00

FnF: fail and no further.
my results are like shit.
am i originally stupid?
primary teacher said: work hard and you will get paid back.
bullshit!
those who believe in this really retarded.
i was one of them.
WAS..

sien edi!!!!
im trying to believe the word: learn from failure.
still trying..
trying hard..
to say to myself..
learn from failure..

i have to learn from failure,
learn from failure,
learn from failure,
...
...

im in love with a guy

2009-10-17T14:18:00.003+08:00

he's so shy and so cute.
he's good at music,he knows drum,electric guitar,guitar and piano.
he knows magic.
he is good at singing.
his voice makes me feel so sweet.
he is good at everything.

i though it was just a dream for my age people.
but I'm falling for you deeper and deeper.
i couldn't control myself.
although you will never know who am i,
but I'll still love you.
I'll hide in the corner of your life,
looking at you quietly.

i had a bad day.

2009-10-04T18:24:00.002+08:00

today is my mum's birthday.
we decide to celebrate at pavillion.
but we end up our celebration in a bad situation.
we argue,
she said im not respecting her.
WHAT THE FUCK!
am i not respecting her?
take one photo repeating 3 times +,
some more keep complaining how bad is my taking photo skill.
bullshit!
fffffffff

if im wrong why not just tell me which part of me did wrong?
keep scolding..
keep scolding..
wtf
and never tell me what i did wrong.
sometimes i really dont know what is my wrong.
just let her scold for no point.
dammit.

my weekend end up like this.
sad.

when was the last time im so emo?

2009-10-02T22:17:00.002+08:00

what am i thinking?i don't know.
what did i want?i don't know.
I'm emo for no reason.
i don't know what i want.
I'm confuse now.

sometimes things happen in a sudden.
pretend nothing is the best.
smiling hardly in front of others,
let no body know what I'm thinking.

i saw one of my friend cried today,
because of her boyfriend..
i feel so sad for her.
but i feel so touch.
i used to love someone so much before.
but the story doesn't had a nice ending.

i don't dare to cry,because i don't dare to think of it.
its the pass tense already.
i shouldn't think of it anymore.
but..=<

im crying in my heart.

2009-09-14T22:16:00.002+08:00

im damn low this few days.
always in a bad mood.
what's wrong am i?
i dont want to be like that.

finally can use internet today.
but only for one night..
i guess.

exam is coming next month.
haven't ready yet..
must start doing revision liao..
haih.

finally computer is back!

2009-09-10T17:04:00.003+08:00

finally it's back to me!
i miss my comp..not too much.
the next holiday is coming soon..
i hope to go out with my friends!
i wanna enjoy my last holiday T.T

my day was quite bored for today.
i dont know what can i do.
revision?
im lazy..
sleep?
i scare night time couldnt sleep again =<
what can i do now??

happy birthday kanmani!
hope your name correct.
according perumal said,kanmani=my sweetheart..wow
such a nice name XD

happy belated birthday ruka <3

2009-09-10T16:57:00.003+08:00

RUKA <3

you are such a pretty boy for me!

you're so cute.

im in love with you when i first saw you.

omg..i cant believe i love you for one year XD

kena rejected..

2009-08-31T14:50:00.002+08:00

when was the last time i kena rejected?

i cant remember.

but its long time ago..

i think.

but anyway,

thanks your rejected.

i know what i should do now.

you are very important to me.

i know

but..just an important friend.

nothing other than that.

i started to feel emo.

first,computer got problem again!!!

needs money to repair.arhhhh

second,I'm so lonely!!!

but who's not lonely in this world?

third,i damn miss my dog!!

i wanna hug it.

and kiss it XD

i want become more prettier!

2009-08-27T13:46:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to sleep earlier now,
let my hair longer,
drink more water,
eat more fruit,
and less meat!

i want become pretty.
i got a date 2 months later!
XD
I'm waiting for it..

I'm going klcc later with my mum.
zzzz
terrible whether again.
i hate the sun.
=<
I'm just back from tuition.

i saw Tan just now ==
he damn know how to enjoy his life.
go eat Japanese food.
wow..rich.

im crying for my ugly face

2009-08-26T21:57:00.002+08:00

i really feel wants to cry!

when i look in to the mirror.

i felt myself so damn ugly.

with those pimples.

no matter how much i take care of it,

it's still there.

what can i do some more?

i hope my face will recover faster.

or else i go jump will be more faster.

i think..

this evening was a rainy day.

i like it.

i keep looking at the clock today.

i hope the time will go faster.

I'm waiting for 2 months later.

the day when i finish my end year exam.

i will go out with my friends.

shop until crazy XD

hopefully before that day I'm not broke yet.

headache is really annoying!

2009-08-24T18:32:00.002+08:00

i had headache again!

i tried listen to my friends not to take panadol

but the end i still had it.

it's really annoying!

damn not confortable.

i had fun today during tuition break hour.

chitchatting craps..

its fun.

I'm was in a low mood today.

for no reason.

i really hope my pimples gone faster!!!!

i hate it so damn much.

why pimples love me so much?

i don't want their love!

T.T

get away from me!

its so empty

2009-08-22T23:25:00.002+08:00

i felt so empty.
i dont even dare to think what was the reason,
I'm scare if i realize i make a wrong decision.

I'm alone again now.
that's what i choose to be.
i couldn't said I'm not hurt at all,
I'm sad too.
but
i feel weird in my heart when we stand together.
cause of my face and other some reasons.

I'm so sorry i hurt someone i shouldn't hurt,
maybe.
but to settle our problems that's the best move to be.
maybe one day i could stand beside you again.
but not a ugly look.

one day trip with jazz at klcc XD

2009-08-22T23:15:00.005+08:00

our one day trip photo XD

me and jazz went klcc today.
by taking KTM and LRT.
my first time in my life to take LRT!!
its not fun at all.

jazz went for part time and i shop the whole klcc while I'm alone.
its damn tired to walk whole klcc.
its damn sad when you saw all branded shirts..
but you couldn't buy,
especially me!
=<

my face full of pimples.

arhhhhhhh!!!!

why is it like that?

see doctor also useless.

cheat my money ar?

never ever drink coffie at night time again!

2009-08-17T21:51:00.002+08:00

terrible la..
i will never drink coffee at night anymore!
i slept at 3am last night.4 hour of sleeping time.
i was like dying during school hour T.T

since when kimberly you got so much of my photos?
from form2 till now..
terrible la u.
but anyway..thanks.

thank you aikee,pei nee and jazz for your present.
i like it XD

school life started again..
zzzz
i want back my holiday!!!!!
NOW! =<

celebrating me and jasmine's birthday!

2009-08-17T21:39:00.005+08:00

me and jasmine's cake XD

thankx aikee,PeiNee,sue mun,sue ting,wenmin,jazz..and so on..

and thank you for the presents!

celebrate birthday at pyramid!

2009-08-16T21:05:00.002+08:00

today i went celebrate with my friends!
i enjoyed my day.
at least it wasnt as bored as i though..

tomorrow is monday again..
school day
and school life began
wake up late,go school late,reach school 1 minute before bell rang..
zzzz
hopefully tomorrow no need to wear a mask anymore.
its really annoying.

tomorrow will be jasmine chew's birthday!
wish her a happy birthday =>

happy birthday to me~

2009-08-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to me~happy birthday to me~happy birthday to weihua~happy birthday to me~

im 16 now!

finally..

who saids 16 will be a nice year?

honeymoon year?

rubbish.

if form4 is a honeymoon year..

form5 will be nothing.

anyway..

this year's birthday will be a lonely birthday.

i guess.

what to do?

fcuker ICLS

2009-08-14T01:56:00.002+08:00

bitch!
my school is close down so what?
iszit that means i got virus now?
use your brain and think la
srikl close down doest mean all the student of srikl got H1N1
we pay money to you
you some more ask us not to attend class
after all just said ..
nvm,we will give you catch up class.

catch shit ar?
your catch up class just that 15min
go for what?
wasting my time there?
i better use the 15 min to take a rest right?
bitch!
you're fucking no brain

dont forget ur promised ANG LEEWEN!

2009-08-13T00:37:00.003+08:00

dont try to forget ur promised!!

you can ffk.

but not my starbuck coffie and one mcd breakfirst!

physic is really sien.

i cant take it anymore.

i will drop it next year

for SURE!

AND..

happy late birthday cheang pak herng.

sad story.

2009-08-13T00:30:00.002+08:00

its almost one year full.
a sad pass.
our story became a past tense
this few days i cant stop thinking of the time we were together.
i know what am i thinking.
i know you are not the person anymore.
but i just cant control to think of the past.

one year ago..
it was Friday,
a sad story happened in my life.
its really sad
and i cant believe it's almost one year now.
21 of August,not a good day for me.

mum is going back china tmr =<

2009-08-09T21:07:00.002+08:00

my mum leave me alone here..
my sweet 16th becomes lonely 16th
for so many years the first time i have to celebrate birthday alone.
=<
cant go out,cant celebrate.
damn sad.

the first time i feel that Monday will be a nice day.
because tomorrow i got no school
XD
school close!

srikl will be closing for one week!

2009-08-07T21:09:00.002+08:00

finally!
srikl is closing.
its our holiday now XD
but cant go anywhere except tuition.
that's the bad part =<

today after school come home started feel dizzy.
i damn scare I'm sick now.
so i wear mask during tuition.
looks damn stupid.

chunfai and yenlin fight for almost half day just for the fan and air corn.
poor sherlin have to be the middle person.
I'm wondering how many f word does yenlin scold one day?
after school reopen must try to count ^^
this shows that sitting quietly in the class also got benefit 1..

visit: http://www.rfkw.blogspot.com/
to know how H1N1 getting serious now in srikl now.

i did not went to school today XD

2009-08-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

i was ponteng school today.
and tomorrow..
according gamma's plan,no one is going to school tomorrow.
i think.
so i will only go on friday.zzz

today sleep till 2 oni wake up.
whole day my brand was blur blur 1.
sleep too much liao =p

tomorrow will be a nice day i think
no school no tuition.
i can sitting in front of computer for whole day.
=>

oh yea..one more thing,
happy birthday chui shuan.
hope never spelling wrong ur name.

everyone DON'T come to school on thursday!

2009-08-04T16:32:00.002+08:00

damn little people in the class today.
18/29 students.
only 45% of the students come to school today,
i cant understand why the school still dont want to close school.
iszit its a must to be 4 confirm cases only can close?
if like that all srikl students are in damage lo.

how are we going to concentrate our study when wearing a mask?
it's damn uncomfortable.
lack of oxygen make us feel sleepy.
chew some more said "must pay 100% attention when teacher teaching"
wtf..

the whether for today damn terrible la.
why now a days so hot 1.
damn bad.
later got sejarah tuition some more..
craps.
sure sien 1..zzz

i make an E.T.

2009-08-03T23:14:00.002+08:00

does it looks like E.T.?

why everyone said so?

damn hurt la.

but nevermind..its cute in my eye.

" 情人" 眼里出西施。

H1N1 come to srikl edi.why the school haven close off?

stupid 1 =<

pimple all come to my face edi.

omg!!!!!!

damn ugly now T.T

today sleep in class kena chew catch again.

damn unlucky.

this year kena 2 times liao.

why must him always pass by?so free ar

stupid.

i never hate a person like this before

2009-07-31T13:46:00.003+08:00

omg..what am i thinking?
how could i have this kind of thinking?
damn terrible!!
for so many years,first time i hope one person could disappear in front of me.

but I'm really damn down.damn sad.
I'm damn jealous.
this is the first time i know,
jealousy is such a terrible thing.

i cant do anything,because I'm nothing.
i don't know what am i thinking
i don't know what i could do.
damn down =<

cut hair liao,bur too short!! =<

2009-07-14T22:42:00.002+08:00

arhhhh!!!!!!!
hair too short.
how?!?!?!?
damn ugly.
takes a long time to growth 1 arrr

i feel like want cry edi..
my god!!

i dont feel want go school edi la.
=<
hate my hair

cake fight 13.7

2009-07-14T21:58:00.005+08:00

poor izat,

kena cake on his face also although he dint do anything~

taken by another phone.

another degre.

they were almost crazy XD

jazz birthday on 13.7

2009-07-14T21:23:00.003+08:00

all girls in form4 class XD

the left side sitting down "hot"lady is our teacher.

aikee and jazz+me =]

happy birthday B.C.Cheong

arhh..my ice age3 T.T

2009-07-12T22:18:00.003+08:00

i decided to watch ice age on saturday.

but yidan said want watch transformers.

so i teman her watch again.

when only i can watch ice age? T.T

transformers is really damn nice.

i watch it twice XD

I'm just came back from my mum's house.

i had a great weekend.

tomorrow have to go school again.hate it.

have to wake up early and concentrate when teacher teaching.

I'm waiting for the next weekend~♪

oh yea..next week is my second monthly test.

dammit.

ChenSern left our class =<

2009-07-10T15:06:00.002+08:00

chai, a noisy and naughty guy(quite)
he had change school this week.
although im not know him well and close with him.
but still his one of my classmate for pass 6 months.
he likes to sleep in class and disturb teacher teaching XD
(thats what we like)

Perumal is losing a "loving" student,i think.
maybe he will cry..
in his heart during the night XD
(lame)

ur brave for seeing chew and breaks srikl's pass record makes me feel worship to you.
for sure we will miss your "ballsack" story and "dare and extrem dare" game.
hope you will find your happiness in your new school.

i will miss you too.

im going to watch ice age3 =D

2009-07-10T14:45:00.004+08:00

finally,im going to watch ice age 3!

i wait it for a long time.

i want to watch transformers again.

im so into it now.

today was friday.

it must be a nice day for me normally,

but!

today was not.

because tomorrow im having a japanese oral test

i haven did my revision yet.

orz

later must go pray liao.

临时抱佛脚~heheh

the only one i never want to be apart with her XD

2009-07-08T20:46:00.003+08:00

moral teacher: if you all dont like me then go report me la.go to the office and tell mr.chew 4gama wanna change moral teacher!

why must we change our moral teacher?

if the teacher will always absent and we can get our free period,

what for we get trouble ourself?

why not we just take this teacher and hav fun during free period.

today is wednesday.

coco day!

have fun during coco period.

take photo under the CCTV =p

(dangerous)

tamago and kinoko cafe.

an stupid idea come out from me and yidan.

our main dish will me mushroom fried egg =.=

that's what tamago and kinoko mean.

TAMAGO + KINOKO

charity dinner'09
dramma'09

today,during coco period.

the only one will play with me like that

form 1 till form4's class photo =]

2009-07-07T22:11:00.003+08:00

form 1.

everyone looks like small kids ==
form2.
sivam be our form teacher.
such a good year =>

form3.i look never change at all.
same hair style.same face.
almost the same classmates as form2.
although PMR is near,but i still had lots of fun in this year.
XD

4 GAMMA'09
everyone was crazy enough.
although not close with everyone.
but still a great class XD
i like it.

fabian: a man can do kitchen work!

2009-07-07T16:30:00.002+08:00

we did our bio experiment again.its about fruits that have vitamin C.

we need to use juicer to make juice.

Fabian wants to do it.and he said a man can do kitchen work.

suddenly chun fai take off the cup to fill juice but he dint know.

and his still blur blur to bland juice

XD stupid.

during our p.e. we run for 6 rounds for fitness test zzz

p.e is after break leh.when we are still full then have to run =<

kill me better.

shu mei said my face become darker edi.

hurt~

stupid p.e. period.i hate it.

a peaceful day

2009-07-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

monday,a boring day.don't know why damn tired today.
afta physic period go back class straight sleep.
for whole period.

i dint bring my umbrella to school today =<
when walking back from school i feel want cry
the sun damn terrible!!

i want watch transformers again.
its like damn nice.
must find one day go watch it.
but go alone better than go with friend.
damn mafan go with them.

tomorrow..got p.e. have to run ~~
lazy..zzz

nice day =] i love weekend.

2009-07-05T23:16:00.003+08:00

Today is sunday!ow..
i love every sunday and saturday.
can relax and dun think anything.
just sitting down there.it's nice!
but after sunday will be monday.
my god..
i hate monday.school day and tuition.
tired and boring.

i went watch transformers today with my mum.
it's damn nice.megan fox damn hot.
i'm waiting the episode 3 to come out.
when can i go watch ice age 3?i want watch it.

hot whether outside =<

2009-07-04T13:38:00.003+08:00

I'm just come back from japanese lesson.
the whether outside is damn hot.the sun so terrible.
going to cut hair later.grow long liao =<

i realise myself fat liao!!OMG!!
WHY?!?!?
T.T
must eat less liao.

last night clean my hamster's cage.
now it never bite me when i tough it liao.
a good start ^^
hope my another hamster can grow fatter abit..
too skinny liao.not good =<

2009-07-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

what the fcuk weii
kena ffk again
damn unhappy.

during tuition still damn happy.laugh like crazy.
but now..my mood was like shit.

today's bm class the teacher damn horny.teach us those bad thing.
not good
not good

anyway,for conclusion of the day.its not a very wonderful day.

2009-07-03T15:14:00.001+08:00

I'm just back from school.outside is damn hot.
going tuition later.tired.

finish school at 1p.m.
me and yidan go oldtown.
4 pieces of butter&kaya toast+white tea as my lunch.
now feel like want vomit liao =<

im going to create a blog for my pets.
website address haven deside yet.but soon. =]

2009-07-02T23:27:00.001+08:00

Today was so sleepy in class.amount 10 subject we had 9 subject in one day ar!!so bad

fabian&chunfai&billy kena rotan by tan XD

they said damn pain.they somemore act how tan rotan them.

damn funny~

maybe this class is not that bad.but still take time to get closer with each others.

be patient~

someone complain that he cant come in to my blog worr.pity oo.

but..what to do leh?=p

Biology peka =]

2009-06-23T16:35:00.000+08:00

We did our second bio peka today.the energy value of food sample~

we burn peanut and biscus XD

at the end,the end of the boiling tube darken and cant wash off also.

feel so sorry to the boiling tube ...

2009-06-17T21:17:00.000+08:00

open day~(late)

2009-06-17T21:02:00.000+08:00

new hair style

2009-04-12T16:24:00.000+08:00

三年敌不过三个月

2009-04-09T17:59:00.000+08:00

三年敌不过三个月,的确很经典.但是在在说这句话之前自己有没有想想,为什么你连这三个月都敌不过?问题不会只是出现在对方身上,如果自己没问题的话,对方可能会有什么问题呢?

前提:我不是在暗示些什么,我只是希望当友谊受到考验时,在发牢骚前,该做些什么.

1. 有问题时,为什么不和自己的朋友们商量下呢?即使大家都有自己的事烦,但不要以这些作借口.如果是朋友的话,就算有再烦的事也会听你说说.反而,你去和其他的人说,自己人都不相信,那你要我们怎么做?

2. 朋友广很正常,但是这样有没有想过,就是因为这样,让自己的好朋友很不安?有一个知心胜过十个朋友.别说你寂寞,你的寂寞多数是你自己找来的.

3. 何曾是否有想过,自己的改变会不会让身边朋友不习惯?当他们不习惯你时,就得让他们习惯.不然,友谊可能长久吗?

其实当你有自己的朋友是我们不会打搅你,但是如果太超过的话,那不是我们能够忍受的.朋友有时也会有嫉妒心的.如果因为一句"我不想去烦你们"就当作是解释了一切,感觉上你真的没把我们当朋友.

talk without using your brain.rubbish.

2009-04-09T17:47:00.001+08:00

lee:their not good at their study is not their fault.no body's perfect.

yeah maybe your right.but..what if they dint think of it before they talk?

有些人,讲话就是不会带脑,他们没脑不是他们的错,对,的确不是他们的错,但是乱乱讲话也可以用一句不是他们的错来带过吗?书没读好,不是任何人的错.头脑不是天生聪明的人一大箩,但是头脑不好,说话至少也得带脑.单有皮相的人就只是个草包.草包有什么用?答案是没有用.但是偏偏有人喜欢也草包.这种人叫什么?叫jian.

反正世界上的笨蛋一大堆,多一个也不出奇.

艺术照

2009-02-07T00:37:00.000+08:00

2009-01-11T00:41:00.000+08:00

honey's early bithday celebration XD

2009-01-11T00:35:00.000+08:00

2009-01-11T00:15:00.001+08:00

2009-01-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

没有用的人

2008-12-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

考试成绩好烂,我令妈妈失望了.再怎么努力也是没有用.2个A,史前最烂的成绩 =<

☃christmas☃pyramid

2008-12-25T22:21:00.001+08:00

2008-12-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

☃christmas☃pyramid

2008-12-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

童话故事

2008-12-20T20:33:00.000+08:00

小的时候在读人鱼公主时总会问,为什么人鱼公主不干脆一刀杀了背叛她的王子?这样她不就可以恢复原来的生活啦.但是长大后终于明白了.自己是无法去伤害背叛自己的人,宁愿自己变成泡沫,都不愿意去伤害自己爱的那个人.如果我们没有长大,或许就不必去面对一些原本不属于我们的事吧.想一辈子天真的过着,是一件很简单,但却很难的事.有多少个人是可以做到的?

有些事情永远不知道或许会比较幸福,当个永远的笨蛋,至少不会为了一些事情去流泪.情人的背叛,我们无法阻止,但亲人的背叛,会让我们无能为力.既然这是你今天的选择,那你就没有后悔的权利.毕竟这是你自己选的.身体上的成长需要很多年,但心灵上的成长只需一夜.我们会不断的长大,懂的事也会越来越多,但这背后的代价就是伤害.受过的伤有多少,有多深是别人无法体会的.只有自己才会明白这些伤有多痛.

从小就被呵护得很好的小孩没有权利去说原谅他吧毕竟他是你的...你们不会懂当知道真相的那一刻是有多么的痛.这种感觉,真的不好受,就因为这样,才懂得原来恨一个人是那么的容易.但心里的挣扎又是什么..?

我们都有背后灵

2008-12-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

在我们心中都会有个永远的放不下的人,他一直跟随在我们的身后,每当我们孤单,寂寞时,一回头他在我们的身边,让我们不再觉得孤单,或者说,反而让我们更加孤单.可惜他不是真正的人,他只不过是我们的回忆,摆脱不了,也不想摆脱的回忆.于是我们背负着这个背后灵,直到精疲力尽,还是永远周不出他的阴影.

-女王-

我们总会说,有些事是我们摆脱不了的.但与其说是摆脱不了,不如说是不想摆脱.明明就知道这只会让自己痛苦,但为什么我们还是不愿意去摆脱他呢?..

都过去了

2008-12-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

今天没什么心情呢.原因,没有.还有9天,成绩最公布了.真的很希望这天不要来.圣诞节要到了,今年没想要什么礼物吧.感觉没什么是我要的了.

08年要结束了,今年发生了很多事呢.很多都是出乎意料的,也受伤了.回想今年过得还真快呢,新的一年又要到了.新的生活会开始吧.很多事情过去了就让它过去吧.听说,用完50支钢笔,折100颗星星就可以许愿,而且愿望还会实现.那是不是如果我说1000次请别忘记我,你就不会忘记我呢?真的很不希望你忘记曾经有个人为你付出了许多,也因为你而受伤了.

明天最后一天上班了.学到了很多东西呢,也打破了满多东西的.我是笨蛋 T.T 要买书,订校服,麻烦啊.日文总算学到半桶水了!得在努力些啊.

真的做不成朋友了吗?
我做错了什么,
既然会因为过去而失去你.
到底到怎么做你才会回来?

做恶梦了

2008-12-13T13:50:00.000+08:00

昨晚做了个很可怕的梦,我得到我的成绩了,3个A.吓死我了.妈妈一定会很失望的.生得我一个这么烂的女儿,不吐血才怪咧.我让她很丢脸吧.谁都可以输,就是不可以输给"她",这是妈妈希望的吧.

原来人遇到她喜欢的人时真的会变笨蛋的咧.有时真的很想骂你,我都有版给你看的啦,为什么还这么冲动呢?明明以前这么骂我的人是你,现在自己还不是这么做了.我可以怎么帮你呢?以后不同班那又怎么样?喜欢就不要拖拖拉拉的.但我也没有叫你这么冲动啊,不听我说的下场.这么烂的人不要算了,要我不是更好吗?

家里好吵!不想在家就是不想茶毒自己的耳朵.天天听她念念念,念来念去还不就是同样的东西,我都会背了.等多三年我就自由了,等.

什么时候才会再下雨?
好喜欢听着雨滴的声音,
看着雨滴落下,
总会有许多的回忆在脑海中浮现.
我们还会在见面吗?

心情不好啊

2008-12-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

挨骂了,原因是常常出去.明天以后都很难可以出去玩了吧.这样跟禁足有什么分别?天天在家会很闷的呢,一个人在家天天和电脑培养感情.真的很怕哪一天我会爱上我的电脑咧.今天好好的心情就这样被破坏了.心情一不好就会想起很多事吧.以前还说要学做cheese cake咧,学到现在都还没学到.变懒了.懒懒散散的,什么都不想做.

一个人的时候,真的会有想哭的冲动.表面上看起来快乐的人,心里不一定也是快乐的.想哭时泪水流不出来才是最痛苦的吧.不忍心伤害一个人,最后伤害她最深的就是你.因为被受过伤,所以有很多事都不愿去想太多.很累的.

きょはあめですね
どこあなたはありますか?
あめはあなたに見なさいですか?

破财中~

2008-12-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

近来在破财中,555~看来得在努力点打工了.我真的很不会管理自己的钱财呢.笨蛋一个=p 今天又出去了.出去总比在家好吧,不必去烦一些不属于我的事.今天开开心心的过了,但明天呢?又可以去找谁啊.daniel ng 换电话号码了,联络不了他啊,怎么办?原本还想找他去玩的说.

今天真的很累呢,昨晚太晚睡了,一大早有起来了,黑眼圈又出来了!成绩就快出了,惨啦!圣诞晚餐可能会是我最后的晚餐吧T.T 笨蛋leewen,想帮她庆祝生日竟然不给面子我,过分哦.那生日礼物我就省下啦.

失去了一个娃娃,但又得到了另一个,这个比之前的那个还要好玩呢,可爱得多了.或许我会是喜新厌久的人吧.别离开我哦,我的新娃娃(^^)

又闯祸了!

2008-12-05T22:40:00.000+08:00

今天又下雨了~好大的雨咧,可惜我没有认真的去欣赏它.上班时又闯祸了!但比较起今天的和前两天的还算是清汤小菜,只是弄裂了茶壶的口口,好在呢~好啦,我承认我是闯祸精,笨手笨脚的..

怎么办,开始在乎起一个不应该在乎的人了.难道我没有男朋友就不行了吗?'''>.<''' 这么多年了都没去注意他,怎么现在开始在乎他了呢?..

怎么近来的人这么烦啊?一直发信息过来,都不想回复,但有不想破坏友谊,麻烦啊~终于明白你的心情了.很抱歉以前那么烦你啊,现在不会了,以后也不会的.

近来都在帮忙做坏事,被逼的.555~我是帮凶..真的很不喜欢这种感觉,不明白为什么有些人就是不肯放手,硬要勉强自己去做些自己不喜欢的事,不觉得很辛苦吗?就算你自己不辛苦,旁人也会很痛苦的啊,为什么不为别人想想?

日子一天一天的过,
记忆中的感觉也渐渐的散掉了,
你现在还好吗?
偶尔有想起我们的过去吗?
那记忆中甜甜的感觉.

下雨了

2008-12-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

今天终于下雨了!下雨的感觉永远是最好的.尤其是雨后的气息,感觉真的很好.今天还是很规律的过着,补习,上班,去吃了一杯很难吃的ice-cream,然后接到朋友的电话约去"唱K".但K没唱成呢,因为时间过了,价钱增加了.最后还是去逛逛.现在才发现,原来假期的日子也可以过得很充实呢,下班后和小学同学去走走,喝喝茶,满开心的~原来这也是一种幸福啊.

可是今天又闯祸了.不小心弄烂了一个jar.有点小小的内疚咧.我果然是笨蛋!..明天会是很忙的一天呢,所以得要加油咯!

刚刚发现某只笨蛋很不给脸我哦,都主动约人了,只是想帮某人庆祝生日而已,还给我一大堆借口.不想去不就不去嘛,以为我就只约你一个人吗?笨蛋!! =< 不想理那个人了.

上班快两个星期了,手洗杯洗得都粗掉了.一个字,惨!今天和karchun走街时遇到小学3年级时的同学,她们还以为我和karchun在谈恋爱咧~怎么她们都没发觉他是gay的呢?好惨哦..真的得为他找个伴了.

爱上吃ice-cream了,
baskin robbin的还是最好吃呢!
green tea,赞!

最爱你的，往往没有选择你

2008-11-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

遇到你最爱的人，然后体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，
也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。
你最爱的,往往没有选择；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。

没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你;
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。

当一个人不爱你要离开你，
你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？

爱不是占有，
你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，
如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：
爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。

真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。

毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，
如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，
真爱是不会变成怨恨的...

解决,放下?

2008-11-30T18:03:00.000+08:00

昨天作了一个决定,也解决了一个我一直不愿面对的问题.但原来面对后真的会舒服多的.现在再也不会为任何人而哭了!

昨晚又做了一个梦,我梦见我的中文老师了.这是之从他去世之后第二次梦见他了.在梦里我好想哭,但强忍着不哭出来.他看起来老了好多,头发几乎全都白了.但老师还是那么的慈祥,笑容还是挂在嘴边.这个梦好悲伤.老师离开我们都快八个月了吧.感觉他并没有离开我们,只是没有再教我们罢了.

明天又要上班了~囧好想哭啊!
一个星期赚100多块,值得! XD
可是明天又有补习是最累的.怎么学都学不会的add math最累.要怎么才学得会呢?还是我天生蠢啊?...(哭)

雪花飘~
什么时候才能亲眼看见雪花啊?..

上班好累~囧

2008-11-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

一天上班四个半小时,站四个半小时.真的不是一般的累啊~囧但累总好过空闲下来吧.今天听到一首歌,歌词有一段是"将我对你的爱藏起来,不让别人看见,我对你的爱是藏在心里深处最美好的忆"it's touch.

在上了一个星期的班之后,我终于领悟到了一项哲学,那就是..

原来世界上最痛苦的事不是我爱你而你却不知道,而是
当我肚子饿时美食当前却只能看不能吃~惨啊.

所谓民以食为天,爱情摆一边.还是希望你能将爱情摆一边吧.如果真的放不下,就去争取吧,作为朋友的我,会支持你的.但如果你没有勇气,就别抱怨了吧.我已经是个example了,别在从复我做过的错误啊.

冬季到了,雪花会像泪水般地着落,
就如女孩心碎的心情.
日本该下雪了吧?

雪天使

2008-11-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

《雪天使》

雪花飘雪花飘星星都在闪烁带我走

往前走走到最高的山峰

雪天使雪天使快快许下你的愿

雪天使雪天使愿望就快要实现

UM~

你的愿望是什么

UM~

你要做个好孩子

被爱或爱人?

2008-11-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

被爱或爱人?我注意到这个话题在论坛里还满热门的.究竟是被爱还是爱人会比较幸福呢?有人会说被爱吧.因为爱人太苦了,不想再心痛了.也有人说,爱人会更幸福咧,即使会心痛也是值得的.如果人生没有了爱,那还有什么意义呢?其实这是真的.当你体验到的时候,你就会知道的了.如果给你选,一个爱你但你不爱的人和一个你爱但不爱你的人,你会要谁呢?

今天是个忙碌的一天呢.回到家时脑海里就只有一个字,累!但也好在今天是忙碌的,这样一来就没时间糊思乱想了吧.好累~虽然有时一个人会有点寂寞,但想想也挺好的.会有更多的时间去做我想做的事,电话费也剩下好多哦.剩下的钱可以去买几本书来安慰安慰自己.

有时候,好想问问你,你的心真的从来就没有我吗?即使是那么的一点点,都没有吗?但问来干嘛啊
....

今天最大的问题还是add math == 学到我好想抓狂!怎么这么难啊?到底是哪个BC发明的?好想挖他的坟出来泄恨!在来的是泡茶.日本茶怎么那么难泡啊?麻烦透了..不论我怎么泡都泡不好,呕死了.

☂ 下雨天,雨水点点滴滴地落下
雨水什么时候才要变成雪花呢?~☃

我是笨蛋~♧

2008-11-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

时间进入倒数最后一天了.算算一下,时间过得好快.三个月快结束了,这三个月来,日子一样过.不知为什么,时不时会坠入回忆里.闷死了~

但终于让我找到解决的方法了.将自己的活动安排得满满的,不让自己有空闲的时间去想那么多=] 如果说没有不开心是假的.因为假期真的很闷,好在去找了分part time来做,不然天天得在家和我家的狗狗大眼瞪小眼.做工后才体验,原来做工好累的啊.站在那儿五个钟,脚好累哦.终于体会到老妈找钱的辛苦了.

近来发觉,我好蠢~add math好难,怎么学都不会.我果然是白痴=< 所以,我得加油咯!下个月的明天,成绩会出来了,怎么办,第一次希望圣诞节永远都不要到来..!

近来头有开始疼了.右后脑.新年是得去检查检查啊.又得浪费钱了.
☃ 下雪天~为什么马来西亚没有雪季呢?~

下雨天 ☂

2008-11-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

«下雨天»

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

让男人爱死你的32个秘密

2008-11-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

如何让你们从朋友变情人?

秘密1. "告白"是男人的专利权
秘密2. 情敌是加速告白的催化剂
秘密3. 喜欢关在家里的男人需要你诱他出门
秘密4. 没有气氛,男人就无法告白
秘密5. 男人眼中的"性感",和你想的不一样
秘密6. "柔弱"是上帝给女人的专利
秘密7. 谁说明缓千金就所向无敌?
秘密8. 处女情节不死,只不过到三十五就是致命伤
秘密9. 亲切感才是女人手上的王牌

约会是让爱情加温的关键时刻

秘密10. 提早放纵自己,让男人倒尽胃口
秘密11. 嗜好不同没关系,至少假装感兴趣
秘密12. 谈梦想是男人生存的最大意义
秘密13. 善于等待的女人是男人眼中的无价之宝
秘密14. 太注重门面,反而会消耗你的爱情能量
秘密15. 让男人感觉舒服的女人最吃香
秘密16. 女人放轻松,男人才会感到自在
秘密17. 千面女郎让男人想一亲芳泽
秘密18. 无论多急,听男人把话讲完才会有好运

如何让争吵成为你们的爱情调味料?

秘密19. 男人看A片属合理行为,值得嘉奖
秘密20. ""万年牌老处女"能让爱情变地狱
秘密21. 把对方的糗事倒带,是最恶质的对待
秘密22. 事事都想赢的女人,反而是输家
秘密23. 男人的意气,女人最好视而不见
秘密24. 关男人的心比关男人的新水袋重要
秘密25. 斤斤计较的奸诈布置,暴露自己的无知

将心比心,是爱情持久的特效药

秘密26. 紧黏着不放,是爱情中的强力硫酸
秘密27. 别傻了,男人天生不是下厨的料..
秘密28. 就算男人抱怨他妈,你还是得对她好
秘密29. "爱小孩的女生"是男人的最佳另一半
秘密30. "爱情垃圾"不能全部丢给男人
秘密31. 巧觜鹦哥让男人无法信任
秘密32. 要男人帮忙,嘴巴要甜不要骂

(让男人爱死你的32个秘密--夏川织)

若要知道得更仔细,请到书店,自己买本书来看吧 =]

雨天

2008-11-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

有下雨了.在这个雨天里,你还好吗?有没有想起我呢?还记得吗,我说过雨天是那么的美,可以让人忘记掉所有的烦恼.比起晴天啊,我更爱雨天.时间已进入倒数第二天了.是的,还有两天.可是原本期待的心情随着时间慢慢的消逝了.如同对你的感觉.曾经我是那么的傻,以为总有一天会等到你的.可是最终反悔的那个人也是我.

我问你"如果我等你半年,你会回到我身边吗?"

你告诉我"你可以找到更好的人"

当初我的坚持,如今已经消失了.你的答案,对我而言已经不重要了.没有你,我的日子如常度过.原来,你也不是什么嘛.说完全忘了你,是假的.说没有喜欢过你,也是假的.望着你的照片,那一刹那,心动的感觉有回来了.但,对你的爱已成了历史,对你的感觉是我最美好的回忆.谢谢你给过我的快乐.我不后悔曾经拥有你.祝你幸福=]

きみは幸せでしたか?
とても幸せでした

王子和公主从此幸福快乐的在一起?

2008-11-25T15:51:00.000+08:00

最近常听见有人说,为什么现实生活中就不会有小说和童话故事里的幸福?是因为我们没有故事女主角对爱情的执著和坚持吗?但就算有,那有怎样?这样,就会改变事实吗?为什么有些女生在失恋后就要把自己搞得那么的糟糕?将力量化为食量?有必要吗?需要为了一个男人将自己原本苗条的身材变得"肿"起来,有些人任为改变自己,将自己的头发剪掉或是将自己变得连朋友都不认得去.值得吗?如果你任为这样就可以报复你的ex,那就大错特错了.傻的还是你自己.王子和公主的故事或许是幸福的在一起,但有谁知道在几年后或许王子就投入另一个女人的怀抱?

一些书中有讲,最好的报复不就是让自己过得更好吗?让他知道你没有他一样很好,甚至可以更好.让他后悔为什么当初不动得珍惜你.终之是一句话,男人是犯贱的.

有时会听到有些女孩说"我和他分手一年了,还是忘不了他,为什么?"其实不是你太爱他,而是你选择不去忘记他.都已过去了的恋情,记住来干嘛?他会因为你的留念而回到你身边吗?别傻了.

曾经在论坛读过一篇文章,女孩的好朋友同时和女孩爱上了同一个男生,而男孩对女孩也有意思,但女孩却因为朋友为男孩付出得比较多,所以退出了.读完后觉得她好笨.男孩最后会因为女孩的退出而接受她的朋友吗?为什么不为自己的幸福着想呢?

有一句话,爱了就爱了,想追就追,追到了就是你的了.我觉得没有错.反正这年头女追男已经不是什么大惊小怪的事了.既然遇到了一个你爱的人,为何要等到他的身边出现了别的女孩才来后悔当初为什么不去追求.既然爱了,就去追吧.管别人爱说什么,反正嘴巴长在别人身上.当然也不是白目的去追,要有计划性的,从朋友当起,如何?